datestampWednesday, March 25, 2015

Time

As I a sit here and try to process the conversation I had today with my Dr, I am overwhelmed, grateful and tired. I know, very strange emotions to feel at the same time. I think one of the hardest things for me to do is to wait for answers. It's emotionally and physically exhausting...but I keep going and we aren't giving up! After our discussion, it took about an hour to really sink into my heart and the tears came. Overall, everything is stable. My liver is quite enlarged, and they're thinking it's from some of the tumors going through the process of necrosis (dying).  They  said there are to many tumors to count, not just in my liver...but this is progress. I sigh a huge relief...and I can breathe easier for the first time in days. After Andy and I visited he said...even tho I'm experiencing symptoms and effects of this cancer. I have been given something priceless and invaluable...TIME. His words were so true! Oh, I'm so grateful for TIME! What a gift it is to be alive!  I've been blessed far beyond I could have ever imagined. Each day is a gift. I'm so happy to be living. Thank you for taking the time to send good thoughts, prayers, love, messages, and more love. God heard you and He heard me...I am grateful! Peace fills my heart and I bask in the sunlight, for it has come.

6 comments:

Susan Farrell said...

Praising God in Gratitude with you, sweet Sarah! Hugs!

Kim Orlandini said...

So grateful to hear that you feel grateful. I look to you to know how I should feel. 😊 Seeing you this week was such a highlight for me. I felt remembered. Sending prayers and thoughts your way!

Lindsey Downey said...

My dear amazing Sarah, where do I begin? First, you are so loved! I admire your faith and hope. You are such an example of gratitude and strength. I hope you know that you are in my prayers. You are in my thoughts and I am ready and willing to help at anytime. Thanks for sharing your light with us!

Toad said...

Sarah, you are such an amazing person! I need to live my life with the perspective that you live yours! I will keep you in my prayers and enjoy the time I get to spend with you.

jeaniebikini said...

Sarah, thanks for sharing your story. Your such a catalysis of hope and faith. I will pray for you to stay strong. I love you

Cheltz said...

Thanks for sharing your update, Sarah! Time is such a wonderful blessing. And I am glad to hear you are grateful. I'll keep you in my prayers--you are doing great!!

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